A Letter from Athens, a city that refuses to compromise its integrity
Not long after I moved to Athens I started talking about energy. It was the taxi drivers who started me off, constantly asking why I’d quit a good job at a newspaper in London and moved alone to Greece without speaking Greek or having any Greek family, or a job. They looked at me aghast or uncomprehending in the rear-view mirror and I would try to explain. I just like its energy, I said.
Then I kept saying it – about those wild city parks with their cliffs that you can fall from to certain death because no one would ever put up a barrier. Like you just missed Pan scampering about in the trees. You can even feel it at the airport, in the Arrivals hall. And at the Parthenon, obviously. Huge, massive energy.
Friends correct me. Didn’t you say you were moving for the men who look like Poseidon? And the immorally cheap, compared to London, rents? All the different fried cheeses! Yes, yes. Initially yes, it was those things. But now, it’s mostly about the energy, I smile. They look uncomfortable, and I don’t care.
I wasn’t always this way. Athens is changing me, but as the Greek woman at the visa office told me, I needed to change. “You need to learn patience, miss,” she said, as I protested about the four-hour delay to my appointment. What she meant was, if I wanted to stay, I would have to adapt, and of course she was right.
Like Athena sprung from Father Zeus’ skull, Athens has been birthed from the word no. Take a recent interaction at my favourite restaurant. May I sit at one of these empty tables? No. What do you mean no? Your restaurant is empty. Wait, the waitress instructed, then removed herself to engage in a protracted conference with her manager. OK you can sit, but only for two hours.
At a pharmacy, the shop assistant asked me with concern what I wanted. I had walked past her without consultation towards a display of lipsticks. I need a lipstick, I told her. No, we don’t have any lipstick. But I’m looking at them, they’re right here. Oh, she admitted, those lipsticks. What are you doing, the florist demanded? I was looking at his fresh-cut flowers. No, you have to start here with the pot plants. Look at the plants first, then you can move towards the flowers.
The Athenian “no” isn’t rude, it’s just a system that won’t accommodate you. It doesn’t matter if it makes no sense or doesn’t work. If it means empty restaurants and unsold lipsticks, so be it, financial hardship cannot subordinate this city.
In 2015, the national debt to GDP ratio had risen to 179%, banks had shut, unemployment was at 60%, and still Greeks voted to reject help from the EU rather than be told how to run their country. A full year before Britain voted for Brexit, Greece voted oxi – no – because it would sooner take economic annihilation than do things your way. On this occasion, the government chose to ignore the no and accepted the Brussels bailout anyway. But that’s the point of the Greek no, it doesn’t always mean no. Its utterance is enough. It means that community will always come before capital here. And until you prove your adherence to the community’s rules, however nonsensical, you will be regarded as an existential threat.
The Greek church has not yet forgiven Rome for splitting from Orthodoxy in 1054 and nor has my neighbour, who no longer speaks to me